As most of you know I was a little down in my mood yesterday. I was worried that it would throw me off of my good string of WW days and kill the positive momentum that I was having. Well, I did not do perfect but I think I still have a good chance of losing at the next WW weigh-in. Here is everything I put into my mouth yesterday from morning until night.
Coffee
Cottage cheese
2 WW frozen dinners
Banana
Nectarine
Alternative bagel
WW cream cheese
Turkey
Popcorn
Fruit cup
Oatmeal Carrots
Hot dog
3 Tootsie pops (bad choice)
12 ounces of LEAN tenderloin (should have had less)
Veggies
2 hot dog buns
1 herbalife shake
All of this food added up to 51 points for the entire day. I am not too entirely happy about the amount of points but it could have been FAR worse. I dipped into my 35 weeklies and that is just fine. So far since my weigh-in I have eaten
All my daily points
16 of my weekly flex points
I have earned 16 activity points
I plan to eat all of my weekly flex points and leave most of my activity points alone. I will get a lot of AP’s this weekend as I will be running 46 miles. This should give me around 50 AP’s. I will eat some but certainly not most of them. I would like to have around 30 AP’s left by next Wednesday’s weigh-in so that I can have at least one pounds worth of calorie deficit.
I am having serious doubts that I can lose the 15 pounds that I want to. I don’t know why the switch in my mind got tripped and now I think it is hard to lose. I have always thought it was hard to maintain but have also felt that losing was easy. I hope all goes as planned. I may not weigh-in on Wednesday since it will be after a marathon but I will definitely go to the meeting.
I know this might sound impossible but it is sooooo accurate. Running/exercise will not keep you from gaining weight. It can help you out a lot in the good fight for healthy but standing by itself it will not do it. EATING! is the determining factor. I mean you can gain, lose, or stay the same without exercise. You might not be as healthy overall but your weight can be stablized or moved in the direction you desire. Of course the best combination is using both exercise and proper eating to lose or maintain weight. This is a hard lesson for me as a runner. I dreamed of the possibility that running could offer me a carefree life regarding food and treats. How far from reality my thinking was.




Here is a little gem of information that is founded in real research on people and the way they eat. We all know that we live in a fast and crazy paced life. It seems that we don’t have time to do anything. We scrape by and try and get done what we can each day. At least for me, I feel like I don’t have enough time as I go through most of my days. I found another good reason that we should take the time to eat with our loved ones. Doing this actually helps eat healthier foods according to an ADA Scientific Journal publication called: Making time for meals:
Ok, you want to lose weight but you want your dang pizza too. Can you have your pizza or not? Yes you can! I thought that I might have to give up pizza forever when I started on my weight loss journey in Dec. 2006, but I was dead wrong thank God. I have eaten pizza at least monthly since I started. Sometimes more. I could eat it weekly if I wanted to if I just planned for it with my points budget.
I love burritos. Before I lost my weight I always made stuff into burritos. I made mac and cheese burritos, rice burritos, bean, cheese, ham, etc. Everything can go into a burrito. I stopped this because for the most part burrito shells are to high in points and even the ones that are lower in points are really not that filling. That is until now. I have found a God send for my love affair with burritos.
I have asked this question of myself ahead of time so that I can be prepared, but I am not always able to go according to my plans 







Since I was at my sister’s house for dinner last night, we watched Biggest Loser. I am really enjoying this season of the show as there appears to be a bit more heart involved in it. You can never be absolutely sure if people are being genuine since it is a game and being loving and nice could just be a tactical move. As I watched the show I pondered on a couple of things that are relevant to my own journey.


