Today is the day that I hop onto the ominous scale to receive truth. There is one thing about the scale, it just tells it like it is. I’m scared to go. My WW leader told me some time ago that I was getting a little too obsessed with how much I was weighing, and that I should try to weigh less frequently since I was on maintenance. I won’t be doing that anymore. I know I gained, I know I will still be under my goal weight, but it is still freaky.
Nevertheless, I am going to go. I have found that the nights where I want to skip my meeting are the most important meetings for me to get to. These are meetings where I seem to encourage others more than normal, or I learn something that seems fresh again. I am holding fast, I am not going to no-show. I am going to take my beatings, and then absorb all the love and encouragement that I get from the people and leaders at my meeting.