This week has been kind of crazy as far as the weight loss journey goes. It was pretty much a roller coaster ride of temptation, victory, exercise, laziness, moderation, and over indulgence. That is how real life is though I guess. Last night I went skiing with my wife again. I had a good time but it was so cold and icy there. Not the funnest conditions but not the worst by any means. My wife is doing so good at it. She is learning so well and for her to be able to ski on that icy stuff on only her third time skiing, I think she kicked butt. I kicked butt skiing last night too, but on the way home I ate a lot of chips and I didn’t count them.
Today I am totally exhausted. I am supposed to go on a long run but all I want to do is lay down and watch movies. I don’t even care about food or eating. I just want to lay down. I am at work right now. Got home from the mountain around 11:30, got up at 4:30 and now I am at work and have to think about going running. Oh well. That is life.
I am having a bit of a hard time with my motivation for running lately. I don’t mean I am not motivated to run, I am just not motivated to run enough to do all the races I originally planned on doing. I want to do them so bad, but at the same time deep in the recesses of my mind I am think I should not do any of them and just run to enjoy it and keep off the weight. I am not sure what I am going to do. I really would like to do the 40 miler for sure. That is such a neat race it is one I would like to do every year for a long long time. Anyway, I am going to go sneak off somewhere and take a nap. Just kidding, but I would like to.