So I am feeling like poooo today. I was thinking that I usually don’t post about feeling like this but maybe I am always doing it but don’t realize it. I did not really even do WW over the weekend. I made the excuse that since my WW calculator broke and is not repairable that I just didn’t have to count. Well, I could have done great without counting anyway but I chose to eat junk food quite a bit. That had nothing to do with counting. I did get my two longer runs in this weekend and feel that my marathon recovery is now over. I am ready for a new week in training. I am also ready for a new week in eating too. I will buy a new calculator at my Tuesday WW meeting.
I am just feeling depressed. Although my weekend was supposed to be fun and relaxing, it stressed me out a lot. I do not do well at all when I am feeling torn in many directions while at the present I am limited on time to get it all done. I tend to just give up. There are several things I WON’T GIVE UP THOUGH!! That is time with my wife, eating right, exercising, and keeping my house nice. All other things must be side issues except this weekend those things were creeping into the forefront of my mind, time, life….. I wonder if I will be able to crawl back out of the big sink hole of being torn. This same thing happened when I was training for the 100 miler. The great thing is that my wife backs me up all the way this time since our goals are much more aligned with each other.
Do you every feel torn between things that are not really that important and the things that you feel are most important? Maybe the non-important things are being pressured on you by others, do you ever feel this way?