First off, I would like to tell all of you thank you so very much for all of your wonderfully encouraging comments regarding deleting/leaving/being finished with the blog. Each comment really impacted the way I see the blog and also helped me feel better about an overall bad day yesterday. Many of you asked me “what’s going on?”
Well, there are a couple of reasons why I am just getting tired of the blog. Here are the main reasons:
- I feel like everything that I am posting lately is of a negative nature. I have not being doing so well and I almost feel dumb because of post after post regarding not winning the battle. Now I know that these types of posts are helpful to MANY as they comfort those also losing more than they are winning. It is comforting to see someone who has reached goal still struggling but at the same time pretty much maintaining their weight.
- Second but also related is the fact that I just don’t seem to have the inspiration to write. Sure I can plop down some general info. about the happenings of my days but this is boring to me. I have discovered though that it is not boring for you. This was encouraging to me.
- Last but not least, I am just feeling generally negative about everything. Your comments helped me lift my head up and realize that life is good, worth it, and possible.
So my final answer (HAHAHA, for the moment at least) is to keep the blog. Not to delete it. To let hang out and inspire as best it can. Honestly, I had forgotten that it even helped and inspired people towards health and belief in the seemingly impossible. I cannot give up. I will not give up. I will keep on keeping on.