Oh to be in limbo. It is the worst thing for a person like me. I like things to be settled. I am slowing moving from a place of extreme torment and limbo to a place of peace again. Well, not peace yet, but at least I now have some direction. At least now I have SOME answers to my questions. I can begin my process of moving on now. I can begin to live again. Will it be easy, hell freaking no it won’t be easy. It will actually suck but it is better than living in the limbo and unknown. There is no way to control people and there is no reason to even try. I am still hurting and still crushed but I am at least feeling like I am on my way to recovery.