Today, I find myself in a peculiar place. I have been feeling very good for the last two days despite the craziness that surrounds me. I have been busy at work with a great project so I have not been thinking on my situation as much as I was even 4 days ago. This has brought some relief as well as confusion. So as I think a bit less of it, I have begun to lose heart regarding it too. Although I am still walking in great forgiveness and mercy and understanding, my heart is drifting away from it. It is not so “attached” I guess. And for me, this feels weird. Because I am a pretty attached person to my people, routines, things, etc. Whatever I like I get pretty attached to.