Last night as you know I skipped my WW meeting to get some work done at home with my landscape plan. I planted 8 trees actually which is pretty good since they are huge and my ground is spongy clay. HAHA Anyway, without even thinking about it, I went hog wild on the way home from work.
As I left the building, I walked right up to the red van that sells homemade donuts out of the back. I bought 4 regular but very sugar coats donuts. 2 bucks. As I was driving to my next stop about 8 miles away I chowed those down without hesitation. Next, I stopped at circle K to buy some more food. I got 3 sticks of pepperoni and a bag of chips. Well, that should last me a while right? bwa ha ha ha ha!!!
On my way home from there, about 5 miles, I ate all of the new snacks. I finished off the last bite of chips and pep. just as I opened my truck door to get out at home. Then I walk inside, took a big drink of water, and finished off half of a tube thing of Ritz Crackers. How about that!! Freakin crazy. And I am serious that I did it without hesitating. It was like it was automatic for me. The old self took over and my car went on auto-pilot. What to do now?
I am holding up ok for now though. I am not letting the guilt kill me although I do feel ashamed about it. That is why I am telling you all right now. Might happen tomorrow if I don’t but since I did it won’t for sure. My WW week starts over tomorrow also. That is one thing I was thinking about while I was eating. I will admit that much.
So my life goes on. Hopefully I burnt off some of the 1000″s of calories I ate while planting trees. We’ll see how weigh in goes next week I guess.
UPDATE:
I also ate three south beach bars and two pieces of toast with massive amounts of honey and butter. This topped my night off around 9 pm. Dang it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Another odd thing that is happening with this little episode is that I have no desire to keep on eating bad. It is weird. Normally I would still be tempted to keep eating like this but I am not this time. It is like I took a short break. I resting period. And now I am up and walking again heading towards my goal not looking back. HAHAHA Now that is something kind of new for me.